WHEN you think of someone watching your life, how does that make you feel?

I’ve been thinking of trying out a voyeur cam in my bedroom (which is also where I do most of my work, and obviously, my sleeping and playing) and I’m half excited and half worried.

What if I’m too boring? But, if I am, what if this is the step I take to make my life less boring?

I think that living your life the way you want to is an admirable thing, and I also think that living your life in front of others is a brave thing. Everytime you put yourself out there, there’s a chance of rejection and hate and embarassment.

So, I’m thinking about it, but I’m not promising anything and I’d love to hear your thoughts on it =)

xoxo

<3 Anorei

IF you just finished the chorus, you read my mind, haha. With one small detail changed though- the lyrics, in my head and my life right now, aren’t quite so melancholy =)

So, in this day of everything electronic, I’m writing to you in an electronic blog. A diary, if you will, lol. And worse yet, I’m such a pencil and paper geek, that I take my 6b drawing pencil and sit down with my notebook to write this out before I type it to you all. For some reason, it just helps me think and allows the words to work much better together.

Before I forget, my links page has links to my EVERYTHING, haha. (Click on it or surrender yourself to mortal peril! hehe)

I think this coming week, I might write you guys a blog entry and let you read an excerpt of the novel I’m working on =) (only if you’d like it of course)

So, some EXCITING news for today! I’ve decided that since I have over 229 1/2 square inches of space on my chest….72 of it could go to a good use, hehe.

We’re going to be doing as many auctions of time and ad space as it takes to fund our cam server for the website (Flash Media Server I believe is the exact thing) which costs $4500 (ouch! >.< ) but once we get it,  it’ll be smooth sailing for the member chats at the site.

My NSFW blog has been updated as well if you care to check it out =)

As far as the website goes, I think we’re starting to get into a groove, which is good, because I wasn’t doing enough to help out, I was kind of doing the minimal amount required and I regret those actions. But now, it’s time for some renewed drive =)

I’ve taken the time to put together a WishList on Amazon.com because I actually had people mad at me that I didn’t have one already >.<

I’ve met some very interesting people in these past few months. I know that most of them don’t read my blog, I’m not even sure much of anyone reads my blog to be truthful, but I like to pretend ^_^ I can say without a doubt that moving to LA has been more than I ever could have hoped for =) I’ve yet to see much of anything, but my entire attitude about a lot of things has changed (aka, YES Organic coffee is FREAKING AWESOME) haha.

Well my lovelies, it’s an odd note to leave you on, but I just wanted to say hi =)

xoxo

<3 Anorei